Im moving on...

Today I had a self pity party and no one was invited.   We received notice that my Insurance is not covering any of Ellie’s therapy.  They are about $400-$600 a session.  I just want the best possible care for my child and these stupid insurance companies are being ridicules.  They are saying it’s not medically necessary.  What a load of ****.  Anyhow I will deal with them another day.  I think to be a CEO of an Insurance company you have to sell your soul to the Devil and have no heart.

 I’m over it and looking forward to tomorrow.  I am thinking positively that the tumor has not grown and Ellie is on her road to recovery.  Prayers are needed tonight more than ever that the tests come back with good results.  We wake up and leave tomorrow in the morning for Children’s Memorial Hospital.  I will be spending all day there because they have to put her under to take the tests.  I am just hoping she doesn’t have a complete melt down when they start to put her under.  I am not sure how to prepare her for tomorrow because it will bring back many bad feelings. 

I’m lucky my mom will be there for support.  Dave is working a half day and meeting us for the Doctors appointment to get the test results.  I have been waiting forever for this day and it is finally here.  Wish us luck and I will update everyone tomorrow night when we get back.   

Wishing Peace, Health, and Happiness for my baby girl.

P.S. Sorry I am not able to attend the fundraiser tonight at Front Street Cantina, I am extremely sick today.  I know some of my family is attending for me.